Backslidder Then God brought me
here. It was an honor to be
here. I came here not expecting God
to do a single thing. I just gave
up. But every time I went out that
door I felt such a release of that guilt and shame. My heart was of stone; I refused to let
anyone love me. If anyone came near
me, that wall came right up. I know that God has taken
that wall down and helped me to love all of you and helped me to love Him
again. Sister in Christ CJ
I haven’t been coming here that long; maybe about two and a half months and
it feels like I’ve been here for ages.
Before I got here, I was backslidden for about two and a half
years. I would go to church and I would
try to pray and to spend time in His presence. I would find it boring. Then I refused to go and I got so sick of
church and Christians and I never even wanted to claim to be a Christian.